Not that easy

You know.. it's really not that easy to move on from love.. in my case at least.. especially when you've given your heart completely to that person. I think what happened is, I just learned to block the painful memories, and so I was able to move on. And of course, family and friends play an important role to it. But sometimes those memories of failed relationships creeps back to haunt me.. and the pain returns. It hurts a lot. Sometimes I wonder if I would still be able to love fully again.. or is this the beginning of my spinsterhood...